I expected today to be totally different. I started off the day by making oj a surprise lunch, which took forever for me to make by the way, then skated all the way to McDonalds crazy far away because I was hungry. I actually had oj in mind so I bought her some to. We were supposed to hang out today at lunch, just me and her, since it’s one of my last days going to gab until second semester next year. Recently she has been acting like my company is burdensome and I am crushed by the fact that she won’t even say hi to me on a regular day basis. So, I tried to ignore it and hoped that today would be different but it wasn’t. She still stayed with her other friend and walked around all lunch and totally blew off how we were supposed to be together during lunch. It seems like no matter what I do, it’s never enough to make her happy to see me anymore. This has been stuck in my mind all day and I couldn’t even skate properly today. I don’t know what to do. I really don’t want to just give in and give up on talking to the girl that I honestly love, but at the same time I don’t think i have any other choice…
“ppl say she is stupid nd she sorta show it but i like to teach so that s good wit me” hahahahahahahahaha (x











